5-22-12
So it’s kinda petty and shallow which is why I’m not putting this on Facebook but literally a year ago I was transferred to a specialized unit and had to order bdu pants. They were a size 48. I just picked up size 34s!!!!! they are little too big but 32s were a little too tight although I could get them on!!!!
While I’m super excited and happy I’m down I can’t believe I was that big and am Disgusted by it. Which as much as I hate the scale and as much as it varies I went from 268 to the lowest of 210! But it flexes from 210-220. Which I know it’s just a number but I’ll be ecstatic at 200.
On another note when I went to the trainer at the gym the other day she literally kicked my ass but I got through the intense work out and it felt great. However, she did the body measurements and BMI which mine is 33% body fat and I’m considering morbidly obese. REALLY?? Wth!! I’m 5’11 I have curves and boobs! yet society says I’m morbidly obese its sad really but society can fuck off! :)
I’ve always had body image issues but I know damn well I’m not morbidly obese for once I some what feel good about my self and am happy and that’s all that matters!
